Writing makes so much more sense than telling people my feelings. And it feels so good.

New Years is supposed to be a fresh start but I feel like I’m sinking.

Shit just feels so heavy sometimes. I get in this place of feeling completely stuck within myself. I can’t do anything about it but cry or shut down completely. It always feels like no one cares for me like I care for them. I give my all into everyone. My family, friends. It’s draining I guess because i get to this point of breaking down. I’m always trying to do whatever it takes to make people enjoy being around me and I think I make them want to be away from me? I don’t even know. My eyes hurt because I can’t stop crying. I miss my dog I can’t believe she isn’t here anymore. Tonight is fucking rough. I want to be alone but being alone makes me sink into darkness. But being around people they ask me questions I can’t answer or don’t know how to answer. I know they always say you’re never alone but it sure feels like I am.

ruinedchildhood:

(Source: ruinedchildhood, via ripthestitchout)

windwaker01:

ibadbitch:

localstarboy:

You can see his soul leave as soon as she said that 🤣

TALK TO ME NICE🗣

🤣🤣🤣

(via mydemisee)

I feel like I’m screaming but no one can hear me